Waste Another Day

I thought about giving up 130K, just to give him another second, another minute, another day. I wonder if he'd delay, if this job was presented his way. Would he stop to wonder what we could be? Or would he not even consider us & flee? Why do I have to be considered a heartless bitch because I decided to switch my thinking & focus on my cash. If it were vice versa I'd just be considered a piece of ass. There would be absolutely nothing I could say for him to think about giving me another second, another minute, another day. -L' Mo

Trust Issues

I was once told that I wear my heart on my sleeve. Which explains why it was so easy for him to deceive and me later leave. I cared while he dared to ever show emotion. But my preconceived notion had me thinking that he cared the same as I. Now I see I was clearly telling myself a lie. As I sit and think about the many nights I cried. The many times I accepted his lies as truths. I wish you knew the half of what I went through. His time has made me the woman I am today. Putting up with that crap now, there is no way! -L' Mo

Hurt People Hurt People

I only wanted him to help ease my pain, but now me & his girl have become one in the same. The pain I wanted to lose is the pain she's starting to gain. I swear this is a vicious game. Sleeping with him was my intent. It started with me calling him to vent. Then I decided he should come over & console. I told him I just needed somebody to hold. At that very moment I knew he would fold. Some might say the move I made was bold. But guess what, this affair is now 2 months old. I've officially put his girl in the shoes I was in. I can't wait to tell her me & him are NOT just friends. -L' Mo

Intuition

You said you were going to bed, but something in my head made me feel like I was being mislead. Maybe it was that beep for the other line, or maybe it was the time, since when do you go to bed at 9? I knew in my gut you were lying. Not going off what you said but what I was hearing in my head, I headed your way. Your car wasn't in the driveway. So I decided to stay. An hour tops but when I finally looked up at the clock it was well after 2. As I was sitting there trying to decide what to do, stay or go, you pulled up & she jumped out the passenger door. -L' Mo

E​spionage

It was all a set-up. I should have known then because she was too eager for me & dude to meet up. He knew exactly what to say. He knew exactly which game to play. All because she was leading the way. All the time I was thinking she and I were friends, but she was just gathering information to feed back to him. She was telling him all the moves to make, reassuring him that he hadn't made a mistake. The whole time I was thinking me and him were meant to be, but both of them were playing me. All while me and him were lovers, she continued to hook him up with others. Which is why now I don't mess with my "friend" brother. -L' Mo