Lessons

I wonder if parents know the trauma and pain they inflict on their child. Shits wild because the shit that means nothing to you, means everything to them. I remember sitting on the curb, waiting on my dad to come pick me up for the weekend. He never came. My 1st everlasting pain. 1st dose of abandonment and rejection....I’ve never really liked that lesson. I’m learning it still. Surely not by choice but this lesson itself has altered my decision making. I can’t tell who’s faking or making a fool of me. Maybe no one is faking and I’m making a fool of myself. See what I’m talking about. This battle is a no win situation. A constant confrontation. Between heart & mind. -L’ Mo