Sabotage

I wish I could get out of my own way. Stop sabotaging each potential relationship that comes my way. They say you don't know what you have until it's gone. Well I want to agree with them but in my case they're wrong. How will I know who's coming my way if I never give them the opportunity to stay? Before it even starts, I've picked it apart. Making excuses why it can't work. Making it appear that he's the jerk because I've placed the blame on him. Knowing damn well it's me. Refusing to accept what we could possibly be....happy. -L' Mo