Call A Spade A Spade

It's amazing what we trick ourselves to believe. For example me loving you & you loving me. With the recent actions we've shown, there's no way not to condone what we both have known...that this here is lust. What else can be? I don't really care for you nor do you care for me? If you really take a look down deep inside, ask yourself what is it that we really provide to each other? What you get from me & what I get from you can be supplied by another. There really isn't anything special about us. You bust, I bust which all falls into lust. There's no kissing, no hugging because that all falls into loving which neither of us can apply. So why deny what this really is? I'm not about to continue to lie and pretend that this is something that isn't. Maybe we called it something that it wasn't because it made it easier to deal. Because you & I both know how you hate dealing with the real. -L' Mo