No Regrets

I don't regret you. I'm actual happy to have met you. You showed me things that I needed to see. You revealed some truths about me. That I'm not as strong as I appear. That under all the the smiles lies some fears. That although I've grown accustom to doing it on my own, sometimes it feels good to have someone willing & able to do it for you. That alone was one of the reason I fell for you. Having that feeling of love was something I've never experienced. It was phenomenal. But as the saying goes, nothing last forever. The bad started to outweigh the good. For reason that are still misunderstood. For reasons I don't care to mention. I had to start paying attention. I continued to focus on what we were instead of what we are. Which clouded my judgement. I can see clearly now that our time has passed. But as I stated, nothing lasts. -L' Mo

Grinding

It's easy for people to say to me, "You have it all", but no one was there through all the trips, falls & battles. No one was there through all the sleepless nights, working doubles, make it triples, if you include school. It may appear that I have it all but truth be told, I deserve it! I worked for it! I've earned it! It may be easy for some to lay around and get it done, but I'm not built for that. I take great pride & pleasure knowing I did everything in my power to take the high road. Because it is that road that lead me where I am today. A little smarter. A little better. A little stronger. Knowing damn well I deserve all that life has to give & then some. So you continue to say I have it all. But before you say what you say, remember that I'm out here making my way, while you waste yet another day. -L' Mo

Heartless

I guess it's hard to let go because I still don't know why? Why it ended like it did. But when you include fake friends that only say they hope things go your way and that they have your best interest at heart knowing the whole time she wanted you from the start. So why did she introduce me? She could have just let me be. I didn't need any of this extra mess...but I'll digress. I'll continue to play this charade. Except for cards we're using hearts. Which explains how she will more than likely win, because she doesn't have a heart, she just pretends. -L' Mo

The Game

Some might say it's immature but I can't explain nor will I apologize for how I feel. It's not my fault that I believed what you said. I thought that's what I was suppose to do. Every I'll call you back, I'll be right back, & I'm here when you need me were lies you volunteered. It's not my fault that you're not a man of your word. I guess I'll be called the fool because I trusted you. It will be said that I fell for your games. Had I known we were playing I would have read the rules & made a few choice moves. But when did hearts become game pieces? -L' Mo

Remembering Love

Long passionate nights in bed. Leaning over to kiss my forehead. Bringing me breakfast in bed. Running my bath water after a long days work. Rubbing my back or feet because I said it hurt. Washing my hair. Taking me there. I'm remembering you. I'm remembering us. I'm remembering me. Remembering a time when I was at my happiest. Remembering a time when I loved with no restraint. Remembering a time when you could do no wrong. I haven't felt that way in oh so long. I wish I could have that feeling just one more again. We were great at being lovers but we're better as friends. -L' Mo

Waste Another Day

I thought about giving up 130K, just to give him another second, another minute, another day. I wonder if he'd delay, if this job was presented his way. Would he stop to wonder what we could be? Or would he not even consider us & flee? Why do I have to be considered a heartless bitch because I decided to switch my thinking & focus on my cash. If it were vice versa I'd just be considered a piece of ass. There would be absolutely nothing I could say for him to think about giving me another second, another minute, another day. -L' Mo

Trust Issues

I was once told that I wear my heart on my sleeve. Which explains why it was so easy for him to deceive and me later leave. I cared while he dared to ever show emotion. But my preconceived notion had me thinking that he cared the same as I. Now I see I was clearly telling myself a lie. As I sit and think about the many nights I cried. The many times I accepted his lies as truths. I wish you knew the half of what I went through. His time has made me the woman I am today. Putting up with that crap now, there is no way! -L' Mo

Hurt People Hurt People

I only wanted him to help ease my pain, but now me & his girl have become one in the same. The pain I wanted to lose is the pain she's starting to gain. I swear this is a vicious game. Sleeping with him was my intent. It started with me calling him to vent. Then I decided he should come over & console. I told him I just needed somebody to hold. At that very moment I knew he would fold. Some might say the move I made was bold. But guess what, this affair is now 2 months old. I've officially put his girl in the shoes I was in. I can't wait to tell her me & him are NOT just friends. -L' Mo

Intuition

You said you were going to bed, but something in my head made me feel like I was being mislead. Maybe it was that beep for the other line, or maybe it was the time, since when do you go to bed at 9? I knew in my gut you were lying. Not going off what you said but what I was hearing in my head, I headed your way. Your car wasn't in the driveway. So I decided to stay. An hour tops but when I finally looked up at the clock it was well after 2. As I was sitting there trying to decide what to do, stay or go, you pulled up & she jumped out the passenger door. -L' Mo

E​spionage

It was all a set-up. I should have known then because she was too eager for me & dude to meet up. He knew exactly what to say. He knew exactly which game to play. All because she was leading the way. All the time I was thinking she and I were friends, but she was just gathering information to feed back to him. She was telling him all the moves to make, reassuring him that he hadn't made a mistake. The whole time I was thinking me and him were meant to be, but both of them were playing me. All while me and him were lovers, she continued to hook him up with others. Which is why now I don't mess with my "friend" brother. -L' Mo

Acceptance

He works my last nerve. The stuff he does is absurd. I call him, he doesn't call me back. I text him, he replies talking smack. Communication is just one of the many things our "relationship" lacks. I try my best to be the woman he wants me to be, but what else do I have to do to get him to see. See that his wants & my wants work one in the same way, he can't expect the best of me while he continues to play games. They say you don't know what you have until it's gone but lets be truthful, we grown, he never thought I'd leave his ass alone. He never thought I'd see the damage I was allowing him to do. This is one of many things females let men do. -L' Mo

I Got The Last Laugh

He said "Let me just put in the tip" & I thought why not, he's never dipped off and slept with another. Besides, I really loved this brother. He was my man, and I loved him like no other. That's why I acted a tid bit confused when I got the news and was diagnosed with that House In Virginia. When I spoke to my guy he began to cry & confess, disclosing all of his indiscretions. I pretended to be upset & filled with regret when asking him "How could he do this to me?" But see it wasn't he, it was me living the lie. I've known for months now that I was going to die. -L' Mo

Lost Love

I've been in love with him since I was a child. But as we got older, he got wild. A little bit of fame & he was lost in the game. The rule has always been never get high off your own supply, but with him, that rule did not apply. It started off as a once in a while thing. But after awhile he began to cling. He needed a hit every single day! And as they say, where there is a will, there is a way. That's why on this day, me & our kids tell him goodbye. As he lay in his casket looking dapper & fly. We never thought that this was how his life was going to end. But as we know, drugs have no friends. -L' Mo

Ungrateful

They once chanted "I'm Black & I'm Proud", now they just appear to be ignorant & loud. It's not hard to miss them in a crowd. Walking around like they have a chip on their shoulder. And it gets worse as they get older, because their ignorance gets bolder. Acting like they need to prove a point, while them & their friends continue to smoke joints. I wish someone would take the chance & guide that fella with the sagging pants. Take the chance and guide that chic, because we know her mind is not fully equipped. Teach them that there is so much more that they can be. Teach them that they have to be better than you & me! This has to be a painful sight for our forefathers to see. -L' Mo

And The Plot Thickens

He knows I love him, that goes without saying. The only problem is this dude keeps playing. Keeps laying around letting all this time pass. I don't know how long he's going to lay around on his ass. We've been together for over 5 years. And I'm the only one NOT married amongst my peers. Seldomly this brings me to tears. Not to mention me dying alone is one of my fears. He's not the best that I had but he's all that I got. He continues to be a victim of my plots and I refuse to sit around and rot. I recall him mentioning kids would make him tie the knot. -L' Mo

Girl Friends

We've both been hurt, so it's hard for us to work. Her by females, me by males. Too much pain for this friendship to prevail. So we keep putting each other through hell. We bicker & argue over every little thing. Who ever thought girls could be so mean? Everything that's said is taken as a personal attack! Whether it's fact or fiction, false or true, it's a damn shame what us girls put each other through. No one to trust although we must because we can't make it alone. As I sit telling her everything, crying on the phone, knowing damn well tomorrow we won't get along. -L' Mo

Sabotage

I wish I could get out of my own way. Stop sabotaging each potential relationship that comes my way. They say you don't know what you have until it's gone. Well I want to agree with them but in my case they're wrong. How will I know who's coming my way if I never give them the opportunity to stay? Before it even starts, I've picked it apart. Making excuses why it can't work. Making it appear that he's the jerk because I've placed the blame on him. Knowing damn well it's me. Refusing to accept what we could possibly be....happy. -L' Mo

I Do

I love you just because. Not the man you were nor the man you are. Not the rules you've bent at this job thus far. Not the late night fights from you hanging out all night. Not the chicks knocking at my door, we don't have those problems anymore. Not your friends coming at me sideways, they lived to regret those days. Not the nights in the club after paying a dub, you wanna fight buddy cause he gave me a hug. Not your baby moms calling me talking smack. I've loved you pass all that. The fact of the matter is, none of that matters. I love you. So let's get this wedding underway & do what we came to do. -L' Mo

ACTION!

The problem is I'm here & he's there. So how can we remain a pair? I thought of a few things. As I started to undress and got ready for the big screen. See me & my man do not live in the same location. So what's the best way to fix this situation? We figured we'd try masturbation. When I'm alone, he's on the phone, listening to my moans. Every now & then changing his tone. Talking dirty making sure I reach my peak. Really all he has to do is speak, and I'm within reach. From the outside looking in, I appear meek. Since dude is in town this week, it's time for me to become his freak. I'm a private person so I'm discreet. That's why this movie we about to make better not leak. -L' Mo

Puppet Master

She likes pulling his strings. That’s how she controls things. Every time he walks toward the door, she yanks him once more. He wants to leave, but she dangles that thing, that one thing she uses time and time again, taking his child away from him. Him being the man he is, he continues to let her win because he doesn’t want to lose his child. The thing that’s wild is he’s raising their child. He is the Mother Hen, while she plays the role of men. He spends every moment with their child while she runs wild. As long as she has that bargaining chip, she’ll continue to dip, controlling all movement in their relationship. Making sure she keeps a handle on things, all because he gave her a ring. She’ll continuously pull his strings at her will. When will he realize that their love is no longer real? That this has become a game to her, and he’s just a player on the field. -L' Mo

Karma

She checking for me but she got a man. Don't play that game with me, because I play to win. I'll have you telling me all about your friends, your ins & outs & your whereabouts. I'll have you sneaking out at 3, just to come and please me. Telling him you needed to exercise is just the beginning of your lies. Next you'll tell him you went to the store, for four hours or more. After awhile he'll become a bore while you'll start asking me for more. Which I'll reply we can't do this anymore. Because you're a whore and I've seen how you've treated your other boyfriend before. -L' Mo

I Wish

It's about time that I come clean. It's time to admit that me & her husband have done some things. No it's not that, well as a matter of fact, it is that. I wish I could take it back, but nah scratch that. I wish we weren't caught up in the act, but the fact of the matter is we really couldn't remain just friends. You see, while she was out doing she. He was pushing up on me. We really never meant to take it where it went but every now & then signals get switched. I wish she didn't have to get hurt. This wouldn't of happened had I not lurked. I wish he didn't make my body quiver, shake and jerk. But what can I say, that boy know how to work. I wish this wasn't their end & they had to say goodbye. Who am I kidding, I wish that wasn't a lie! -L'Mo

Father

He lies, cheats, and steals but anything he asks and I will, even against my will. Why you ask, because I love him. He is my first love. He is the one who sets the tone for the others. He is the one who taught my brothers. He's also the one who "loved" my mother. So why not do what he say, and accept the games he play, I mean he's just showing me what to expect out of life. Guys in and out my life who won't treat me right. Especially since he just paved the way and allowed for me to accept the games they play and believe the lies they bring my way. To you, he may look like another dog man, but to me this is where my future begins. -L' Mo

Confused

The love I once had for you has been long gone but my heart won't let you go. As of right now, this is what I have to show: My mind had decided enough is enough. My heart has decided the tough just got tough. My mind had decided that you were in the past. My heart has decided that we're going to last. My mind had decided that I should have never made that mistake. My heart has decided that we were great. My mind had decided that maybe we could have remained friends. My heart has decided that we're never going to end. My mind had decided that this was for the best. My heart has decided that you're better than the rest. My mind had decided that you were my soul mate. My heart has decided it's planning our wedding date. My mind had decided our time came and went. My heart has decided that this is time well spent. My mind had decided that you were a complete waste of time. BUT my heart has decided that my mind is lying. -L' Mo

Good Man

I called you the gift & the curse because out of everybody else, you were the worse. I'm happy that you're here but I remember when I didn't want you to stay. It's a shame every day I felt this way. It was you who brought out the best in me & made me question myself. You've made me see all that I have to offer. Got me wondering why did I ever settle. Before you I would not of bothered, bothered to hold my head so high. I've always had guys checking for me, that's no lie. But now I'm getting looks from each & every way. I never thought a guy could change me this way. Who would have thought all I had to do is let down my guard. You always told me that I was smart. That's why from the start you knew I was able to do more than fly, you knew I could soar. I've never had a man like you before. -L' Mo

Woman Enough

We were never really friends, mainly because you slept with my man. Now we're both mothers. Mothers to the child he fathered with us both. Out of you & him, you do the most! You pick the kids up when needed, & feed them when they need to be fed. I see now that my anger was truly mislead. You never knew about me & I never knew about you. I truly apologize for all I put you through. Calling you names & playing games all because I wanted him back. I'm grateful you looked beyond that & focused on the fact, that our children are kin & because of them, we've become friends. Thank you. -L' Mo

Bad Choice

I had a secret I had been carrying around for years. And I hate to admit it but it had been one of my fears. My son might not be our child. My last single night out, I went wild. I wasn't ready for the stripper to part ways. I wanted to see if he could work with what he had just displayed, so I gave him the key to my room. I figured what's the harm of one last fling but now that last fling has complicated things. I never once thought it could cost me my ring. My husband just went to get a DNA test from Walgreens. -L' Mo

Time Wasted

We use to sit and eat lunch together. While sitting there we would talk about whatever. Those days have since passed and now I can't stand the sight of your ass. Too bad I can't change jobs. It's hard watching you smile in every girls face. I'd be out of place if I came over and slapped you in your face. You & her keep looking over here at me...soon her face gon' meet my knee. I know you're doing this shit directly because when I was with you I told you she couldn't stand me. Yeah this is affecting my emotions right now. Got me wondering why did I give such a chance to a clown? -L' Mo

Pay Me

I heard that you told all your friends that you hit it & quit it. Is that really how you did it? I'm noticing how you keep a tight lid about what you really did. I see you fail to mention that I was for hire. And yeah I've been called a lot of things, but never a liar. I guess you heard about what I can do & decided you wanted a piece too. But let me tell you the difference with them & you. Them I wanted, you I didn't. Don't be offended, because I've stated this prior. So you had no choice but to hire. I must admit, you paid a nice little grip, for some head in the whip. -L' Mo

Under The Influence

How did we get here? This was only suppose to be a friendly outing not a full blown date! Now he's going to be late getting back to his mate. I've never dealt with a married man. This was never part of my plans. Now I see how people say "It just happened". We were only suppose to meet for drinks. He was never suppose to be in my bed let alone in between my legs. Damnit! Look where us drinking has lead. Mixed with a little conversation has now lead to a lot of penetration. Which wasn’t my aspiration. -L' Mo

Ex-Factor

I wish you would get over your past issues & forget about your ex. And stop trying to put me in a category with all the rest. They don't even compare because I'm the best. Not trying to sound conceited but I have yet to be defeated. All of my exs have tried to return and I tell them like Usher "Let it burn". They've all had their turn & I doubt if they've learned their lesson. So I'm not getting back with them & waste my time. Enough about them, I'm really wondering when you gon' be mine? -L' Mo

Waiting

For about 3 years I've been messing with this married guy. I can't even begin to tell you why? I must admit I love the way he treats me and the way he greets me at random hotel rooms. If his wife found out, he would meet his doom. And I wouldn't continue to get groomed. I wouldn't continue to receive his monetary gifts. So at his wish I keep us on the hush. Why rush & ruin this good thing? I'd be lying if I said I didn't love the bling & glamorous things. But I can't help but wonder why did she get his name? I guess it's about time that I give her a ring. -L' Mo

Our Thoughts (3 of 3)

I left my girl for her friend. I left my friend for her man. Although this wasn't part of the plan, it's the best in the land. We love each like no other & there will never be another. He loves me like a brother, treats me like a friend & to make it even better, he's my man. She is the best. I must contest she is better than the rest. As you may have guessed, ol' girl can't stand the sight of us. At this very moment she's kicking up all kinds of dust. She claims to be with child which we think is wild because he claims they always used protection. Damnit, what's with this sudden indigestion? And these tender sore breast. I guess there is no need to guess that positive will be on the test. -L' Mo

And The Saga Continues

So I'm sitting at the bar & guess what I see from afar? My ex guy comes in with his new boo. For a split second I was too through. How dare he bring her to our spot?! I sat there as I started to plot my next move. While sitting there I watched him & her groove to the music all the while I'm about to lose it. I can't help but to wonder what does she have that I lack? The fact of the matter is we were never good for each other. That's why we seek attention from others. But I must admit I was worse because I went to his brother. Who might I mention was a better lover. Any who our time is through and our moment has passed, hold on wait a minute, this is him texting my ass. -L' Mo

His Thoughts (2 of 3)

When I met your friend, you were around the block. I kind of wish I waited, because I'm pretty sure it's you I'd be dating. Don't get me wrong your girl is cool, but I'm no fool, it's you I'd choose. If I had my way your friend wouldn't be in the plan. Instead I'd be your man. There are times when I pictured laying you down, turning you around and licking you all around. Not missing a spot. I'm wondering is this getting you hot? There are times I catch you playing with her tongue ring. I bet you got skills with that thing. One day I had a real freaky dream. I won't give you details, but I'll tell you, you can scream. Damn, how can I breakup with your friend without seeming mean? -L' Mo

The Backup

I've been sleeping with dude wife. He thinks shits nice but he just rolled craps on the dice. He's going to be crushed when he finds out that his woman really don't like men. She's been treating him like a friend from the start. I've always been & will always be the one who has her heart. All those long walks they had in the park, I was the one smashing her after dark. Man he's going to take that shit hard. This was all planned from the beginning. Me & her making a child was slim, so she decided to bring in him. -L' Mo

Her Thoughts (1 of 3)

Every now & then, I think about us becoming more than friends. I get this whim about you stretching out my limps. Sometimes I just sit and fantasize about your head being in between my thighs while I give out screams and sighs. I swear these are not lies. My tongue tingles at the thought of licking your thighs, in hopes of making your nature rise. As I play with my tongue ring, I start thinking we can do some things. And believe it or not, I've made men scream. I can do those things you see in your dreams. But I guess these will remain my thoughts seeing as how you sought out attention from my friend. I'll sit here secretly wanting you as my man. -L' Mo

Forgive Me

They say you live & you learn, you love & you lose, you pick & you choose, now & again we all play fools. But I must ask why do fools rush in? Everything was cool with us; you were my man as well as my friend. But now I'm sitting here hoping & praying that we can make amends. I swear I didn't know that you & dude were friends, let alone kin! Let's pretend for a minute that he & I hadn't did it. Hadn't had sex a few years prior. Then would you have reason you call me a liar? Would you believe that my intent was to disrespect? If that was the case I wouldn't be filled with all this regret. -L' Mo

Call A Spade A Spade

It's amazing what we trick ourselves to believe. For example me loving you & you loving me. With the recent actions we've shown, there's no way not to condone what we both have known...that this here is lust. What else can be? I don't really care for you nor do you care for me? If you really take a look down deep inside, ask yourself what is it that we really provide to each other? What you get from me & what I get from you can be supplied by another. There really isn't anything special about us. You bust, I bust which all falls into lust. There's no kissing, no hugging because that all falls into loving which neither of us can apply. So why deny what this really is? I'm not about to continue to lie and pretend that this is something that isn't. Maybe we called it something that it wasn't because it made it easier to deal. Because you & I both know how you hate dealing with the real. -L' Mo

Second Time

We thought we were meant to be. Me for you &you for me. But I guess that wasn't part of the plan. Because now you got a girl, & I got a man. Isn't it funny where hearts land? I wonder is it possible that we can remain friends? Is this possible for woman & man? I understand that we once loved each other like no other, but those days are long gone. It's not like we did each other wrong. I think we just grew apart. We both stopped playing our part & the love just drifted away. That was so very back in the day. But I wonder is there a way for our hearts to reconnect? We had something good outside of the sex. We can tell our lover to go their separate ways & we can rekindle what we had back in the day. -L' Mo

Reminiscing

Sometimes I hate that I loved you. If I hadn't, I wouldn't miss you like I do. I wouldn't dream & reminisce about kissing you. I wouldn't fell this pain that I feel. It's becoming harder & harder to deal with this. Your kiss & your touch are just part of the list of the stuff that I miss. Oh how I wish we could go back. Back before all the BS and other mess. Remember staying up watching Kevin Hart saying "Say it with your chest"? Remember after sex we'd tell each other "You are the best"? Remember when we said we'd always be there for one another? Or maybe that was just another lie that we told each other. Remember all the good times we had? When did it go bad? Why did we ever call it quits? You know what, don't mind me I'm on some emotional shit. I'll be alright in a bit. -L' Mo

Last Cry

I don't want you back! I just miss the fact that you were always there. No matter how less I seemed to care. No matter how nonchalant I act, the fact of the matter is I loved you. I just didn't know how to show you. I could tell you all day, just didn't know how to express the way. So instead I pushed to away. I guess I did it in fear of being hurt. But now I feel like a jerk. While these feelings continue to lurk and remind me of what was. How does this continue to happen? Just when I'm coming out, I fall back in. Back into this fear of rejection. When will I learn my lesson? When will I give love a chance? Maybe I'll continue to struggle with this issue while I go through another box of tissue. -L' Mo

Double Standards

I like dude. He's super cool. But he wants a relationship and that's something I can't do. I don't want to worry about what he's doing and who he's with. I understand that's my insecurity that he can't fix. So why put either one of us through the bull? I'll just continue to treat him like a tool. I'll call him when I need some stress relieved and he's always willing and able to please. What would I do if a guy did this to me? I'd be mad as hell! If he tried it with me it would be a complete fail! If this situation was vice versa these rules would not apply! But with this guy, he's my homie, lover, and friend. I refuse to call him my man. -L' Mo

Regroup

A while ago I met this guy. This dude was fly, very appealing to the eye. Had a real nice build. The thought of him gave me chills. Until we had sex…I was lying in the bed thinking what's next? I know that wasn't it! I'm getting highly pissed, I'm about to have a fit! He ran all that game and talked all the slang and couldn't even deliver. Go figure. I'm about to kill this...Baby was that good? As he interrupts my thoughts. I sought for the right words to say as we lay. Hum...what could I tell him? I'm going to go out on a limb. Honey, sweetie, baby, I think we've been hit by the "First time curse". That wasn't the worst, but it wasn't the best. Then I laid my head on his chest. He assured me the next time would be better. And since that day on he's made me wetter and wetter! -L' Mo

Epiphany

Once upon a time, you controlled my mind. But I've heard that love is blind. If you said jump, I'd ask how high? Many nights with you, I'd cry, cry myself to sleep. As I lay they after getting beat. Exactly which one of your standards didn't I meet? I cooked & I cleaned. I kept my body pretty lean. And in the bedroom I was your sex fiend. So what exactly didn't I do? Right now for me, many guys drool. And to stay with you, I'd be a fool. I think with you, I was stuck in our past. That's how we were able to last. Because before I had this ass, you were the only one who paid attention in class. To me that is. Now I'm what it is. And you're what it ain't. And to be frank you'll always be in my heart, but right now I need a fresh start. -L' Mo

Played

Why after I laid with you & stayed with you for a couple of days, your ways have changed? While with you, you said we could, should be together. But now your mind has changed like the weather. What's changed since then? Maybe that's what you said when you seen me bare & ready to take it there. I thought maybe you were different. But you're not. You're just another one who likes to plot, reel, and then go in for the kill. Why can't dudes just keep it real? If it’s sex you wanted, you should have just asked. Then I wouldn't have gotten attached to your ass. -L' Mo

Honestly

I diss you. I miss you. I kiss you. We're back together again. Couple more weeks we'll go back to not being friends. When is this shit going to end? These dumb ass childish games. This is so lame! Since I said something and you disapproved, you wanna move? Move around? You're a freaking clown! Why in the hell do I even bother? You're so insecure and you don't respect my opinion! Dude it's been one! I'm tired of this mess. I hope you find what's best because it ain't me. If you want someone to agree with every word you said, you need to find yourself a bobble head. Excuse me because I have a mind, and I don't mind saying how or what I feel! I'm what they call the real deal! No gimmicks, games or lies. Tell the truth, I'm what you despise.-L' Mo

Take A Chance

I know your ex hurt your heart but now she's delaying our start. I can only go so far, you have to let me in. When are we going to become more than friends? Whenever you're ready to start and you're on your mark, set and ready to go, just let me know. I can tell you through the door, you've never seen a love like this before. This can go as far as you want to go. It can go places we've never been! But it's never going to make it as long as we're just friends. Don't you think you deserve to win? Don't you think you deserve better? She's only a thought as long as you let her be. Tell you right now that she ain't no Me. She doesn't see the you that I see. -L' Mo

Results

Me & my man got into a fight a couple weeks ago. Let me put it out there now that I am not a hoe. But after we fought, I sought out attention from another. And man let me tell you about this brother. Tall, dark and handsome! Thought about keeping this dude for ransom. Any who, back to what did we do...we slept together. And man that was some stormy weather, outside and in. No doubt this man took me places I had never been. He made me...ya know...over and over again. But that was then. Now me and my man have worked it out and I'm happy we're back together. When I figure out whether this baby is his or dudes, will determine if it's forever. -L' Mo

Mistress

My man doesn't touch me like he did before. Once upon a time when he walked through the door, we'd make love right there in the corridor. But those days have passed. Now he hardly even notices my ass. No matter how good I'm looking. He even stopped eating my cooking. Says he ate before he came in. When I ask him with whom, he always says a friend. Who's been hanging with my man? It's either that or he's been working late. I personally think he was on a date. So I decide to take a risk and check what's in his phone. Lo and behold he has all kind of "I LOVE YOU" messages but they're from Tyrone! -L' Mo

Deal Breaker

I waited for you & you waited for me. So how is it that this is what we've come to be? I loved you & you loved me. But now you're the one person I don't care to see. I cared for you & you cared for me. But now we can't bear to be in the presence of one another. I cried for you & you cried for me. But when you lied to me, something died in me. I can't stand you & you can't stand me! What's happening to us? I hate you & you hate me! So why don't we just let each other be? This relationship has run its course. And yeah you guessed it, I want a divorce. -L' Mo

Title

You tell everyone that I'm your friend but behind closed doors you're my man. But why? Do you not want the title? Or am I suppose to sit around idle & wait for you? Or maybe I'm not good enough to give that title to? This right here, I don't think I can do. Where is our disconnect? I know that this is some form of disrespect. Not to mention, now I feel like a reject? Who ever thought that me loving you would be one of my regrets? Man, what the heck?! As much as I have given to you! I'm not just talking about sex, but all the things that I do! I'm there for you, I care for you & I dare if it's nothing I won't do for you! And you have the nerve to call me who?! -L' Mo

Mistaken

While he sits there tap, tap, tapping away on his phone I can't sense something's wrong but the phone seems to own him for the moment. What's so damn important?! What's it in this phone that he sees? What secrets lie in between those keys? To me he seems so clean, innocent & sweet. Although he's discreet, I can tell he's a freak. He accidentally let it leak. He sent me a message saying he wanted to lock the door, pin me to the floor, and give it to me over & over again like he did before! But maybe there was something I missed, because last time I checked, me and him just had our first kiss. -L' Mo

Check Mate

You are a mess! Right now you decide to confess, hours before our wedding?! Yeah I know you slept with a few, but one of my bridesmaids too?! Are we through? Dude you are a fool! Why would we be? Because of you or because of me? I know what I signed up for. I knew that coming in the door. That doesn't change how I feel. You're the best man for me & I'm just keeping it real. I love you more than life itself. I don't want to be with nobody else! This is where I want to be. Me for you & you for me. Until death do us apart! But since we talking about it, where do I start? I guess I need to let you know I slept with your best man Mark! –L’ Mo

London

You make me laugh, you tire me out. All this is a blessing without a doubt. Your cute little fingers, & your cute little toes, are oh so precious I can't wait to see you grow. Into a cruel teenager, I'm sure. There will be some pain you will have to endure. This too shall pass, for this I know. It's all a part of the process as we grow. You'll live & you'll learn. You'll crash & you'll burn. But like a Phoenix you'll always return. Bigger & better & stronger than ever, awaiting the world & your next endeavor. So play on my child, & love every minute. I'll still be right here whenever you're finish. -L' Mo

Moving On

In an attempt to fill this void, I grab my Droid & go through my digital black book. There's really no need to look because you got me hooked but tonight you're already took. As I scroll & I scroll there's no name that jumps out & grabs my attention. Did I forget to mention there's no one I'd have take your place. But at this pace in this race we're bound to fail. And every day this game we're playing is becoming a living hell. One day it's you, the next day it's me. When are we going to wake-up and see what it is that's in front of us? Is it love? Is it lust? Either way one of us has to get off this bus, & go our separate ways. These days have become weeks & these weeks have become years. And baby I can't afford to shed no more tears. -L' Mo

Junkie

They say you live & you learn, so why is it I continue to get burned, yet yearn for you? You're my addiction. And that's non-fiction. I wish these words weren't true. You're my affliction, with my permission because I return to you. You're something like crack, which Whitney said was whack, but I lack composure without you. Although the sex was great, you were most definitely a mistake because now I'm sprung. The flick of your tongue & the fact that you're hung got me in a tailspin. Hell naw we can't go back to being friends! You are officially my supplier. And every time you take me higher. -L' Mo

Stalker

You hurt my soul. Was that your goal, to come & disrupt my life? I know it wasn't nice but when I had that knife I really wanted to ruin your life. I slashed your tires instead, look at the bright side at least you're not dead. If you wasn't such a liar & in dire need to sleep with everyone you know, we wouldn't be going through this rigmarole. You see you gave me a STD! And me being me I'm going as far as I can go. Your tires were first, your windows are next. I wonder how much I can get for a Corvette? Man you really messed up this time. I guess you thought I was playing or maybe don't remember me saying I'm not wrapped too tight. So now each night, you gon' need that flashlight! -L' Mo

Love?

I say I'm ready for love, but how can I be ready for something I don't know? Everything I've heard they can feed to the birds, I can do without that. With love, I shouldn't have to be worried about what my mate is doing. I shouldn't have to ask who they screwing. I shouldn't have to care if they are here or there. I shouldn't have to go through their phone when they've walked off and left it all alone. I shouldn't be worried to leave them with my friends, cause I'd trust my mate, not them. I shouldn't feel the need or desire, to prove that they're a liar. I shouldn't feel like I deserve some cash in exchange for ass. If this is love I can do without. Sounds possessive, which leads to passive aggressive. -L' Mo

Frienemy

So I'm sleeping with my best friend guy. If she knew about it, I'm sure she would die. Yet me & him continue on with this lie. Let me tell you why. I mean what did she expect, she gives him nothing but disrespect. On top of neglect. She tells all their bedroom news. And I choose to believe that I can do better. So I let her continue on with her happy thoughts. I mean, who am I to fault her for that. I know her reality is not a fact. And I can live with that. Next time she gets a Boo, she'll know what to do. Keep him away from friends like me who go after what they see. -L' Mo

Decisions

Last night I heard you sneak in the house. I guess you thought you were quiet as a mouse. But seeing as how you never fixed that squeak in the floor, I heard you come in through the front door. This is really starting to become a bore. This shit use to hurt me to the core, but not no more. I understand that you're a whore. And you're never going to change. So what do I do? Do I start anew? Or continue with you? Outside of your ways, we have some really good days. But with your blatant disrespect, I'll always have regrets. So what do I do, in regards to you? -L' Mo

Abuse-Her

I am the master of disguise! That's how I deal with these lies. These fibs & fake truths. A little more make-up should do. A dab here and there. Let me fix my hair. I know that he cares, we shouldn't have come here. To club La Flare. Too many guys & not enough girls. This always ruins our world. The happiness in our home. Because he seems to think I roam while I'm alone. I tell him baby it's you that I want. You're the only man I desire. But he turns it around & calls me a liar. One day I wish he'd miss & hit his fist against some steel. Then he'd see that this is real, this pain that he just unveiled. -L' Mo

Unlucky

I think I love him, but I don't really know. He makes a little time for me, but then he has to go. To where he never says, I guess I'll see him in a couple days. Maybe a week tops, because he likes to hug the block. A few more months down the line, he's gon' really be mine. This baby will tie him down I know. He won't be running in & out this door. How do I tell him? I don't know. Next time I see him, I'll tell him fo' sho'. Next time has come around & he just laid it down. I give him the news & he gives me the blues. Says he don't want no more kids & that's that. Gives me an evil glance & throws me a stack. GO & TAKE CARE OF THAT! What am I suppose to do? I thought what we had was real. But now I can't feel. Numbness has come over me. Dumbness has sprung up on me. And all this time I had been thinking lucky me. -L' Mo

Questions

Look at me. No! LOOK AT ME! What do you see? Do you see the pain in my eyes? Or are you too busy looking at my thighs, while your nature rise? Can you see my anger? Or you're too busy thinking, I wanna bang her? Don't you think we'd clash? Or are you too focused on my ass? Do you see me hanging on by a rope? Or you're too busy thinking about my throat? Can you fulfill my dreams? Or you're too busy thinking I wanna hear her screams? Tell me what is it in me you see, that makes you think you wanna be with me. -L' Mo

"L" Word

Why do you misuse the "L" word? Is that something you just heard? To say you love someone is more than an act. You need to make it more of a fact. I was taken aback that you even had the nerve to say that. With all of your abuse, how could you continue the misuse? I'm bout ready to cut your ass loose. Did I miss when we called a truce? You might be confused from all that Goose. Shit last time you hit me I almost lost a tooth. Every time you raise your fist, your mind must enter a cloudy mist. Watching you raise your hands, makes you less of a man. Since you're not willing to talk it out, it's about time that I walk it out. You love me you say? Yeah ok, I guess I'll never see that day. -L' Mo

Cycle

I hate a liar! So why do I lie to myself? The thing is I only lie to myself when it comes to you. I know that we are through, but it has yet to be proven true. I try to accept the fact that I'm no longer with you. And when I do, that call comes through saying I miss you. So like a fool I'm back with you. And it's so unofficial. You come & go as you please. Not feeling the need to explain yourself. I mean why should you? When there's nobody claiming you? Well, not really, there's nobody that you're claiming...or naming to have your heart. And all us girls know this from the start. But we continue in the race. You know where we chase you, and lace you with gifts. Until one drops out, claiming enough is a enough. She has decided that she's tired of the deceit. She has willingly accepted this defeat. Until she hears your voice on the other end of the phone sounding all sweet. -L' Mo

Pain

Is this the calm before the storm? Or maybe I don't care like I did once before. If that's the case why am I sitting outside your front door? I mean, I already know that you're lying. And I'm trying to keep from crying, but deep down inside I'm dying. What's the point of it all? You're never going to change. I'm starting to believe that I inflicted this pain. This is becoming so hard to maintain. This love for you that you never gained. This love that you don't deserve. I need to put it back on reserve. -L' Mo

Obsessed

I know once we become intimate you'll start to change. Some for the better, some for the worst. So instead of leaving me the way you came to me, you'll become lame to me & put the blame on me. The closer I get, the further you will go. You will start to act out & treat me like Joe Blow. I'll then match your ways & raise you a crazy. I'll get caught up in a daze, you see. My mind will be in a haze. I'll no longer be responsible for my ways. I'll become a tad bit crazed. And when I finally come to, I won't know what to do. With....Out....You. -L' Mo

Maybe

DAMN! Who is that?... I wonder if I should go and chat. I'm staring at you feeling something like a mack. Your stance, your glance...who you looking at? I'm looking at you too. Wondering if we can do...the nick nack patty whack. Nah, let me quit talking smack. We know I got more tact than that. Besides that shit might lack what I desire. You know, that good good that takes me higher. That shit that I can admire. You know, that shit that makes me want to call you sire. To wrap in one word, that FIRE! Maybe I'll let you take me there. Or maybe I'll just continue to stare. Giving you my sexy glare. But then again tonight I'm feeling like a dare. -L' Mo

Cheater

Why don't I trust you? You ask. Because our trust is always broken by your lust. Your need and desire to bust...a...ah let me hush. You claim to be so true. But every time we're through, you do what you do. Go wash up, not wipe off, but wash up cause that's what cheaters do. I know when you leave them and come to me, you do that too. Must hide the evidence, or blow your cover from that scent. The aroma left behind, after some hot and sweaty bump and grind. –L’ Mo

The User

Loving you is easy cause you're beautiful. But if they knew the you I knew, then they would loathe you too. If they knew how you steal, not items but things. Things they hold dear & true until they meet you. Love & happiness, joy & bliss, but with one simple kiss...it will all be dismissed. Because you've already decided what you're going do once you get through. You'll tell them what they wanna hear, while they sit grinning ear to ear. You'll be planning what items you can get, while they sit thinking you actually give a shit. -L' Mo

No Feeling

I can't believe you raped me! Not physically but definitely emotionally. You took all my joys & made them pains. You took all my sunshine & made it rain. You took everything that helped me remain sane. So now I use sex to hide my pain. My body is what you came for so that's all I give. So don't expect me to care, laugh, love, or trust. Because after I bust, your ass can hit the dust. I have fulfilled & conquered my lust. -L' Mo

Alcohol, No Thanks

Can I buy you a drink? No thanks, I'll pass. Why not? Because men & alcohol don't mix. You all seem to think that alcohol is the key to open legs when in actuality my inability & lack of judgment causes you to take advantage of me. So instead of me crying rape, I'm being sung a song that justifies your mistake...Blame it on the al...al...al...al..al...al...al...co...hol. -L' Mo